Several weeks ago, one of my housemates brought up the question, “Are we radical?” The question lived as an item on our white board for the week preceding our house meeting, just the one word: “RADICAL?”
At the meeting, we composed a long list of what it meant to be Radical. No electricity, home- baked bread, daily meditation. Aromatherapy and raw milk. Slam poetry and political rallies. The list now hangs on the wall in our living room. Looking at our bulleted list of radical, I asked myself, am I “radical”? Before we wrote the list I would have said no, but a lot of what went onto that list of radical were things that I’d grown up around, or had experience with, or had participated in.
My family has a long history of homesteading. My grandparents were part of the back-to-the-land movement in the 1960s, and unlike many of their counterparts, managed to actually stay on the land for their entire adult lives. Subsequent generations of our family have also adopted this as a way of life, living off the grid alone and in communes. So although I grew up in town, I was always very aware of growing your own food, building your own house, avoiding processed foods and electricity and gasoline and popular culture. Although I don’t plan on raising a family off the grid, I appreciate the values and commitments that lifestyle requires, and, yes, I know how to bake bread in a wood-burning stove.
And to add to that, the town I grew up in was far from typical. Northampton, MA embraces all things alternative, political, subversive, new age, homegrown - you name it. “Be a Local Hero, Buy Locally Grown” is one of the most popular bumper stickers in town. There’s been an anti-war rally held downtown every week since the 1970’s. If you’re looking for crystals – for goodness knows what – there are multiple stores you can go to. We also have one of the highest percentage of lesbian households of any town in the country.
So this is what I come from – an earthy-crunchy DIY family and an ultra-liberal hippie’s paradise. And now I work as a community organizer in a poor neighborhood in New Orleans, living in an intentional community. To many, all this seems like some pretty radical stuff – but I just don’t feel radical!
When I tell people that I live with nine others - yes, in one house - yes, I share a room - yes, we buy all our food together - I can tell from their widened eyes, raised eyebrows, and exclamations of surprise that to them my choices and my lifestyle are radical. Of course, to me it doesn’t seem radical from the inside. But then when I look at the Catholic Worker House in New Orleans, I feel like they are actually radical. Total shared incomes! Values of anarchy and taking in the homeless! They’ll feed anyone, anytime! How radical is that??
What use is this term “radical” if we all just keep looking at other people to use it? Do we need to reclaim radical, acknowledge that yes, we may actually be leading radical lives? If I introduce radical into my own life, then it forces me to redefine what radical means. Maybe radical can mean living in community, forming relationships with others. Is it radical to be a good citizen?
To insist that the food that I put into my body conforms to my ideals - ideals which insist that all humans are equal and worthy of the same opportunities I am privileged to have? If I reduce radical to such simple terms, am I destroying any significance the word can hold?
But having lived in AVODAH for a few months, I would argue that all this is far from simple. This is difficult, difficult work - to reach across the divides that society creates for us in staggering multiplicity and forge true, intimate, and sustaining connections with other human beings. Fighting the degradation of the environment, opposing violence, rejecting patriarchy, combating racism, protesting corporate greed: these may be among the most monumental challenges we will ever face. No one ever said being a radical was easy.
Maybe radical is all about choice. I grew up in Northampton, but I didn’t choose to live there; it is not a haven for me as it is for others, who chose Northampton after experiencing disenfranchisement and discrimination elsewhere. In the same way, baking your own bread is a dramatically powerful action if you are doing it after a lifetime of buying sliced, bagged bread. Maybe radical is found, not in the lifestyle, but in the choice to pursue it; not in the action, but in the intention. If choice and change and embracing the new are all radical, then we all have a shot at achieving some radicalism in our lives. Perhaps choosing AVODAH, moving to New Orleans, opting for communalism and no privacy and partially-shared incomes, is in fact the most radical thing I have ever done.